Jacket Weather

So I'm well into college now and that means big changes are occurring even as we speak. Don't worry though. My cynicism is staying very much intact. My satirical mode of living is returning and I am getting back to my abnormal way of thinking and acting. I still think girls suck. I still hate the system. I still think time is the most powerful force in the universe.

Time is doing quite a few things for me right now. It's keeping things in motion. It's leaving me behind, in classes and in other respects. It is healing me, ever so slowly. Time is bringing in new things.

These new things are drowning in my cynicism. I wish I could trust people the way I used to. But my ignorance was ripped away from me and there's not a damn thing I can do about it now.

Hopefully time will make this all real. And hopefully it will show me what is real and bring me something real. And show me who is real and bring me someone real. But reality is boring as hell anyway. Hopefully it'll teach me to forgive but not forget. And to let you be.

I just want to live my life. And maybe a few people to live it with.